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Saturday, December 8, 2001, 05:50 p.m.
I'm bored. I've been bored all day, too. I want to do something this evening, but I can't call anyone, and almost no one calls me. I have tons of friends at school, but none call on the weekends. So, I have no life. Maybe I'll actually call someone. Nah, it's almost six, they're prolly eating or already out. Man, I'm gonna cry. I just want to hang out with friends and get out of the house for a while. I can write whatever the hell I want to here. The only people that read this either don't know me in real life or they already know all of my deep, dark secrets. Dammit! I'm tired of being like this. I'm going to call someone. Laters!
Kendiefox!
"My tongue gets twisted in your twirl/ You say I'm not your kind of girl."
Fox's Den
Saturday, December 8, 2001, 09:06 a.m.
Just thought this was amusing.
Are you a Bitter Hermit? | I AM 60% BITTER HERMIT. I am a marvel of science. None has ever been discovered like me before, and for that, The Bitter Hermits are grateful. They will be taking membership requests later in the year. Cost is $1,000,000 per year membership and 3 years indentured slavery to each current member. I think it's more than worth it! |
Chance I would leave my home voluntarily: ?
Chance I would leave my computer voluntarily: ? |
Kendiefox!
"Wo-oh-oh-oh Tainted Love. Ooooooo"
Fox's Den
Saturday, December 8, 2001, 08:51 a.m.
Woo! Kay and I hung out at the mall so she could get Christmas presents for most of her family last night, then we went to the play. She got in free, and payed for me, so I had nothing to complain about. It was even funnier the second time. ^_^ Then we just drove around and talked. Got Sonic, and talked more. She had to be home before midnight, so I got home around then. All in all, yesterday was a pretty cool day. Much better than wednesday was. That was a bad day for me. I go now. ^.^ Have to clean the house for moneys. -__-;;; Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"The venom and the vaccine swirl/ You say I'm not your kind of girl."
Fox's Den
Monday, December 3, 2001, 04:46 p.m.
There are only about three days a month that I hate, absolutely LOATHE being a girl. I'm sick, nauseated, crampy, and pissy in general. This week, you throw in a head cold, and I am just a miserable lump. I'm surprised I made it home okay. The pressure from my sinuses made my head and vision spin. x__X;; I still feel pretty bad, but I am taking Nyquil tonight, and I will feel MUCH better in the morning. At least, as far as the cold goes I will. Ah well. Life marches on, whether I want it to or not. I'm reading The Fellowship of the Ring, and I love it! It's really cool, and better than The Hobbit in my opinion. One week until the Pretender movie!!! ^__^ I am so happy. I love that show so very much. It's the coolest, but kinda hard to explain, so I won't even try. :P~ I go now.
Kendie-fox! ^_^
"The day we killed Crazy Horse."
Fox's Den
Monday, December 3, 2001, 04:38 p.m.
I am a bitch. I am such a bitch. I'm mean to my friend when they're having bad times, and then rationalize it. Yes, she needs to be pushed to think about things calmly and rationally, but that doesn't mean I have to be a bitch. I think enough time has passed that she can think about it. Yeah, it still hurts, but if she does nothing, it will only be harder later. I feel bad, too. That makes me even more callous. I am such a bitch. I just hope she doesn't hate me for this.
Kendiefox
"All that is gold does not glitter/ Not all those who wander are lost."
Fox's Den
Thursday, November 22, 2001, 04:39 p.m.
Wow. Happy Thanksgiving, all! ^_^ Good food. That pretty much sums up my day. Good food, even better desserts. Buttermilk pie, german chocolate pie, gingerbread, strawberry salad, and of course pumpkin pie. Food is a BIG thing with my family. Any occasion at all, we bring mass quantities of good food. Mmmmmmmm. It's amazing that I don't put on weight. Fast metabolism is a good thing, ne? ^__~ I've had a great week so far. Very little boredom. Kristen played DDR for the first time ever, and BOMBED. I think almost everyone does. But I'm not a whole lot better, so it was cool. Jenny and I hung out at Barnes and Nobles last night. I found some books I want, but I lack the funds to purchase them for myself. I think I'll ask for a B&N gift certificate for Kissymoose. I guess that's all. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"Everything around me is... little."
Fox's Den
Sunday, November 18, 2001, 10:11 a.m.
Woo! Last night was Jonathan's surprise birthday party. It was so much fun, and he was actually surprised! ^_^ He got tons of cool stuff, but we only watched Vampire Hunter D, and him play Devil May Cry. That is a cool game. I felt bad, and took Mike home before midnight. I hadn't planned on leaving before midnight, but I did anyway. *curses at stomach* For some reason, Kate, Kristen and I started talking about erotica and quasi-erotica novels that we have read. I told them as much about the Beauty trilogy as I could, but it's rather difficult to explain to someone who has not read them. They told me about some trilogy they've read that sounds cool, and I think I want to borrow. Meh.... Kay and I didn't do much yesterday. She stayed over Friday night, and she, Hopper, and I met up with Corrigan, and we hung out in a parking lot for a while talking about anything and everything, but mostly sex. *rolls eyes* Saturday, we went to the mall and played video games, then came back to my dad's and played more video games. We are mallrats and gamers. Yeah, we admit to being both, too. I guess that's all. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"D is sexy. I want to have D's babies!" (me, last night when we were watching Vampire Hunter D.)
Fox's Den
Thursday, November 15, 2001, 09:07 p.m.
Woo! I had a great weekend. Region chois concert, Ref-fest, and all that good stuff. Today I had to attend my Great-uncle's funeral, but it was also the day of the band concert! ^_^ I wrote my college essays, and I think they're pretty good. I got to see family, and all that good nonsense. Tomorrow is friday!!!! Next week is Thanksgiving break, and we all need it. I'll have my collge apps all turned in by tomorrow, and then it's out of my hands. Whatever happens, happens. I'm going to go to bed now. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy."
Fox's Den
Tuesday, November 6, 2001, 05:58 p.m.
Okay, I'm going into rant mode, so leave if you don't want to hear me bitching about my boring life.
You were warned. There really isn't much WRONG, I've just been kinda depressed for about a week or so. Kay seems to be avoiding me, and I still have internal issues to resolve before I talk to anyone else about stuff. I won't put it here, either. I don't even remember who reads about me anymore. Just to kill rumors before they start, NO, I am NOT sad/mad because Cole and Kate are going out. I'm happy for him that he has found someone that likes him back. I couldn't at the time he needed/wanted me to. I'm sorry that I couldn't, but I think he's going to be happier with her than he would have been with me. I'm too much of an emotional roller coaster. I don't know why anyone puts up with me at all. I would, however, like to make a few changes to some things I said over the summer. I know who I am without a boi in my life. Not that it really matters, though. No one wants to date a flake like me. I feel like I am now expected to be the one people can come to for impartial advice with their SO, but I cannot have anyone of my own. Most of my friends are pairing off, and I'm getting left in the dust. Junners has a man, and to clear THAT one up, I like him well enough. Cole, Erik, Jonathan, Katie, it just feels like I am the single-girl out. I know of a guy that I would like to date, but I don't think it would work out. Change is the foundation of life, but this both sucks and blows! I just want something in my life that I can call normal. But I fear that won't happen until a few things are out in the open. I need to quit being the little wallflower I can be, and get everything said. I'm going now. Ja.
Kendie-fox!
"Maybe life isn't worth living until you find something worth dying for."
Fox's Den
Sunday, November 4, 2001, 07:04 p.m.
Mom's back. I got socks. That sounds bad, but the decent ones that she knows I might actually wear have dream catchers on them. The others are butt-ugly, and were meant as a joke. ^_^; I'm sad that the band didn't make BOA finals, but I think I'm more angry than sad because a band made it that apparently had a really bad show. They made it because they have the name recognition. -__-;;;; I hate the politics of this. It SHOULD be about the quality of the performance, not about what the name of the school is. But, alas, the way it should be and the way it is are not the same thing. On a happy note, Christy came back for a visit. She had to move at the end of last school year, and we really miss her. I'm so glad I got to see her. She's great. She said she'd be back for Christmas, so that would be cool. ^_^ Urm... I thought John and I were going to Ren-fest today, but apparently, we're going next weekend. Cool. Erik's birthday party was a blast. So much fun, and... ah.... the memories. *snicker and evil smirk* That's all, I'm done boring you with my life. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"I'm not a witch, I'm your wife."
Fox's Den
Tuesday, October 30, 2001, 04:22 p.m.
Hey all you crazy cats! This is the Fox, ans we are about to.... Oh, sorry. I'm here, not in my own little world anymore. I've been crampy and sick-like all day, and I'm finally feeling better. ^_^ So, I'm in a great mood. Didn't do a whole lot today. I borrowed Superstar and Sixteen Candles from EJ, because she found out that I've never seen either one. I was supposed to bring the Princess bride for her to borrow, but I couldn't find the video. I'll find it eventually. In other news.... The band has UIL today! That means I get to watch a competition for once! ^_^ WAI! I love marching band contests. And it's letter jacket weather, so it's nice outside for a change. :P~ Well, I guess that's all. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"*whisper* Look at that beautiful buck. He is spectacular. *BOOM!* *whisers again* That is a wonderful part of nature. He is goin' on my wall. "
Fox's Den
Sunday, October 28, 2001, 10:31 a.m.
Woo!! Junners lets me steal the coolest stuff from her. ^_^; Yay!
Fox's Den
Saturday, October 27, 2001, 12:05 p.m.
Well, Mom's gone for a week. ;__; But I'm glad she gets to go. She really needs a vacation. She's always stuck here, working and picking up the slack when the morons she works with don't do their jobs. I'll get the scanner all set up for this comp, and maybe scan a new pic in for my journal. This one's kinda old, and it might offend some people. ^_~ I've been working on my story recently, and I think I have a few good ideas about how to proceed. I know what I want them to do, but I'm not sure HOW to get them to that point. Frustrating to say the least. >.< Guess that's all. Ja!
Kendie-fox
"Does the word 'duh' mean anything to you?"
Fox's Den
Friday, October 26, 2001, 01:09 p.m.
Well, my Canada map got turned in. I took a Government test today. And got a great nap after! ^_^ Didn't do anything in English, and Joey had to leave, so I watched five guys in my class play HINZIE (HORSE, but using the teacher's name instead). Such goofballs. They were doing crazy shots and stuff. I laughed. Morons. The game tonight is in Bryan, and I don't have the money to go there and back. It's about a two hour drive. I'm all caught up in Buisness Multimedia after losing a day to being absent. That means I get to play!!!!! Laters!
Kendie-fox!
"Shh! You smell that?"
Fox's Den
Wednesday, October 24, 2001, 04:22 p.m.
Wow! I archived again. I decided it was too long. Again. Meh... Had a good day yesterday. Slept in, and didn't to a darned thing. Now I REALLY have to do my Canada map, and I REALLY don't want to. -__-;;; Geography is one of the dumbest classes I have had to take in high school. Oh well. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"Scratch clever, Jarod's just annoying."
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